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				 50th  Anniversary Gala 
  1968 - 2018 
  Joe R. and Teresa Lozano Long School of Medicine 
	University of Texas Health, San Antonio 
  Distinguished  Alumni 
  James L. Holly, MD 
  Class of 1973 
	  Family  Medicine 
  Distinguished  Alumnus Award 2012 
	  Aesculapian Laurette Society 2017 
What inspired you to become a  physician? 
Growing up in the country, on a  small farm, and, drawn to science and the humanities, in 1961, I entered  college to study Veterinary Medicine.   A life changing experience of  faith in October, 1961 changed my focus more completely to the  humanities.  After graduation from college in 1965, marriage, teaching and  graduate school, I returned to my love of science balanced with humanity.   Four years after our marriage, Carolyn Bellue Holly and entered UT Health  School of Medicine in 1969.  All my life, I was driven to serve mankind  particularly in regard to civil rights.  I, also, wanted to live a life of  significance.  For me, medicine became the logical choice.  (see The  Honor of Being a Physician which appears at the end of this article)  
Together, Carolyn and I made the  decision to pursue medicine as a career.  She supported me through medical  school and has been by my side for the past 45 years of practice.  The  picture accompanying this article is of the two of us, as we have done this  together.  
What lesson did you learn in medical  school that influenced your career or practice? 
I learned that it was impossible to  know everything.  This lesson has been reinforced over the past fifty  years, which drove me to read extensively and to compile what I learned in a  “little black book,” which I still have.  In a meeting with the Robert  Wood Johnson Diabetes Division, I called this my “Watson Project,”  This  idea lead me to adopt electronic medical records (EMR) in 1996 and to design an  EMR which, like my “black book,” made it possible to bring to bear upon every  patient encounter what is known about critical subjects.   
I, also, learned that excellence in  medicine and in healthcare delivery required a team of which a physician is a  member.  Immediately after graduation in 1973 and before beginning  residency, I worked at the Goodall-Witcher Clinic in Clifton, Texas.   Living in the hospital for a month and attending to patients around the clock,  and being new to medicine, a LVN taught me a great deal of practical  medicine.  She would say, “I have noticed that Drs. Goodall and Witcher  did that this way.”  
This created in me a great respect  for others on the healthcare team and led me to create an interdisciplinary  collegial and collaborative culture in SETMA.   
I learned the distinction between  data, information, knowledge and decision making.   This prepared me  to develop data analytics tools and to employ statistical analysis in  population health and management.  It developed in me an appreciation for  quality metrics as benchmarks of excellence in care.    
The combination of the humility that  I could not know everything, the anticipation of the power of EMR even before  they existed, the imperative of the team, and data analytics,  prepared me  to play a leadership role in the design and adoption of the patient-centered  model of care.  As a result, my practice. Southeast Texas Medical  Associates (SETMA, LLP), was the first and to date the only practice in American  which has been accredited by all four agencies accrediting Patient-Centered  Medical Home. 
What was your most rewarding  experience at the university? 
Multiple experiences were rewarding  but they all flowed from an initial experience in the first month of the fall semester  of 1969.  A chance meeting with Dean Fitzhugh Carter Pannill, MD, resulted  in my founding and leading for its first two years a Health Careers Program for  high school students in San Antonio.  Meeting weekly with needy students,  we introduced them to health careers helping them dream of being doctors,  nurses and other healthcare professionals.    
Extending from this, I attended the  Student American Medical Association meeting in the Spring of 1970.  At  that meeting, I was elected the first national Chairman of the Organization of  Student Representatives (OSR) of the Association of American Medical Colleges  (AAMC).  For two years, I served as a voting member of the Executive  Committee of the AAMC and voted twice on the accreditation of UT Health San Antonio  Long School of Medicine.  I also served as a voting member of the  accreditation site visit to Cornell Medical College in New York City.  
When the Chancellor of the  University of Texas System dismissed Dean Pannill because he refused to fire  the Chairman of the Department of Medicine over an indigent health  initiative,  I wrote all UT Reagents, including Mrs. Lady Bird Johnson,  and contradicted the Chancellor’s rationale for dismissing the Dean.  My  letter was published on the front page of the San Antonio Express New.   (The links below give a detailed history of these events). These experiences  prepared me to spend a career thinking about and commenting on public health  policy.   
I thought that I would never know a  leader who would meet the standard of Dr. Pannill.  However, when I met  and worked with Dr. William Henrich, first as the Dean of UT Health San Antonio  Long School of Medicine and then as President of UT Health San Antonio, I found  that these two men had the same spirit, character, wisdom and vision.  My  deep sense of loss at Dr. Pannill’s death was lessened by the warmth and  collegiality of Dr. Henrich.   
The following document contains a  note from Dr. Pannill to me and a note from me to Dr. Pannill on the occasion  of the naming of the main auditorium at UT Health.  This document reflects  the depth of affection I had for Dr. Pannill and which I have for Dr.  Henrich:  Memories on the Dedication of the Auditorium 
What is your greatest professional  achievement? 
Caring for the most vulnerable and  neediest patients in my community has been my greatest achievement.  In  pursuit of that goal, I founded a multi-specialty practice in Beaumont, Texas,  designed and adopted state-of-the-art information-technology tools, pioneered  patient-centered medical home ideals and practices, promoted alumni giving at  the School of Medicine and published extensive materials on each of these  areas.  All of this material is published at www.jameslhollymd.com.   A detailed summary of SETMA’s achievements can be found at:   Accreditations - Awards and Achievements of Southeast Texas  Medical Associates, LLP - 1995-2018. 
What advise do you have for current  students? 
Discover and pursue your  passion.  Dream so big that others will accuse you of hallucination.   Risk failure for it is only in so doing that your dream can come true.   Recall often Theodore Roosevelt’s often quoted challenged:   
“It is not the critic who counts;  not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of  deeds could have done them better.  The credit belongs to the man who is  actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who  strives valiantly; who errs, and comes short again and again, because there is  no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually try to do the  deeds; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself  in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high  achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring  greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who  know neither victory nor defeat.”   
And, if you are ever tempted to  translate your dreams into economic terms remember Winston Churchill’s  declaration:  “You make a living by what you get; you make a life by what  you give.”   
Dream big; give bigger; remember  your life will not be judged by how it begins, but how it ends; it will not be  judged by how much you have, but by how much you have given; it will not be  judged by who you are, but by who you have helped others to be. 
A Disclaimer 
Recently, I had occasion to read the  conclusion to my address upon receiving the Distinguished Alumnus award. This  conclusion reminds me of the debt we all owe; it is brief: 
"I realize that my 'instrument'  which contributes to the symphony created by the alumni of our School of  Medicine will someday be silenced. And, as I often try to hear each of the  instruments in the orchestra and cannot, sometimes the melody of our lives is  absorbed by the whole so that we become anonymous contributors to the opus.  
"But whether recognized or not,  until that time, the honor which you have bestowed upon me is received with the  humility of knowing that many worthy recipients will never be so honored  publicly And that humility will engendered in me the diligence and discipline  which is the result of knowing that I have received more than I deserve and  that the cost of it to me was less than it is worth and that though I should  work diligently for the rest of my life, I shall never satisfy the 'debt of  love and gratitude' which I owe to you all."  (The full text of his address can be found in  the first link below.)  
These  answers are expanded in the following links,  
	each of which has additional links within the text and at the end of each  document: 
The 2012 Presentation of the  Distinguish Alumnus Award and Dr. Holly’s Acceptance Address -- Dr. Holly's Acceptance Address for the 2012 Distinguished  Alumnus Award University of Texas Health Science Center San Antonio School of  Medicine 
The Inauguration of the Aesculapian  Laurette Society and the Induction of Dr.  and Mrs. Holly -- The Aesculapian Laureate Society 
A brief and selected history of UT  Heath San Antonio Long School of Medicine -- UT Health Historical Summary in Response to Drs. Henrich and  Berggren 
A brief review of Dr. Holly’s  Experience with the AAMC beginning in 1970 -- A follow-up from the 1970 AAMC Planning Meeting 
The  Honor of Being a Physician 
  By James L. Holly, MD 
	University of Texas Medical School at San Antonio, 1973 
Tremulously, Private James Ryan, now  in his seventies, approached the headstone of Captain John Miller who gave his  life that Ryan might live.  In perhaps the most poignant moment in a great  film, tears stream down his face, as Ryan plaintively said to his wife, “Tell  me that I have lived a good life; tell me that I have been a good man.”   The sacrifice of others, imposed upon Private Ryan a debt only a noble and  honorable life could repay. 
Everyone owes such a debt to  someone.  The circumstances of that debt may not be as dramatic, but it is  just as real.  Years ago, a man asked me, “Aren’t you proud of what you  have accomplished?”  I said, “I have worked hard, but what I am is a  result of the contributions of many.  And, there are at least seven  turning points in which it is obvious that without the providence of God my  life would have been much different.  Proud?  Yes, but more grateful  and humble than proud.  And, ultimately, I am responsible for the gift and  honor of being a physician.” 
Traditionally, the professions were  law, ministry and medicine.  Yet, the nobility of all contributions to  society makes each person’s work worthy of celebration, whether in labor,  management, service, manufacturing, homemaking, government, education, law  enforcement, fire fighting, military service, or other.  To isolate one  endeavor for special consideration is not to diminish the value of any.   
Nevertheless, there are few gifts as  great as that of the opportunity to be a physician.  The trust of caring  for others has always been a sacred trust.  It is a trust which should  cause each person so honored to tremble with fear that he/she will not have  lived worthily of that honor.  It should cause us to examine our lives for  evidence that we have been good stewards of the treasure of knowledge, skill,  experience, and judgment which has been bequeathed to us by our university, by  our professors and by the public which funded our education. 
Reflecting upon thirty plus years of  being a physician, I feel a deep sense of gratitude and of humility, out of  which grows a sense of honor.  Gratitude is founded upon the debt owed to  so many who have contributed to making it possible for us to be  physicians.  Humility is founded upon the confluence of known  circumstances, providentially orchestrated, I think, which allowed each of us  the opportunity to be physicians. 
What nobler calling could one have  than the opportunity to collaborate with others in their quest for health and  hope?   The honor of trust and respect given by strangers, who share  their deepest secrets, knowing they will be held sacrosanct, is a gift which  exceeds any pecuniary advantage.  The pursuit of excellence in the care of  others is a passion which is self-motivating.   
Passion is the fuel which energizes  any noble endeavor.  It is what makes a person get up early in the  morning, work hard all day, and go to bed late at night looking forward to the  next day.  It is a cause of great sadness that today’s society is so  devoid of true purpose-driven passion.  Many only vicariously experience  passion through the eyes and lives of athletes, movie stars, or  musicians.  Ultimately, passion and purpose are what make life worth  living.  Those of us, who have been allowed the privilege of being  physicians, can and should know the passion of a noble purpose every day of our  lives. 
Never has there been a time when a  physician’s knowledge and skills could have more positive impact upon the lives  and futures of others.  Never has there been a time when the role of the  physician has been more defined by the concept of “team,” in which each  participant – doctor, patient, family, nurse, clerk and others – coalescence  into a vanguard against illness and pain. 
Now, well into the last half of my  career, I do not crumble by the headstone of one who has given his life for  mine, but I do stand humbly before the cornerstone of my life as a  physician.  I stand there grateful to God, to my parents, to my wife and  children, to UT Health Long School of Medicine, to my professors -- among many,  Drs. Pannill, Taylor, Wesser, Beller, Fuller, Forland, Gold, Sears, George,  Persellin and Cander -- to medical school class mates who challenged me with  their abilities and drive, and finally to my associates and partners at  Southeast Texas Medical Associates (SETMA) and to my colleagues in Southeast  Texas.  Each has contributed and continues to contribute to the passion  and drive borne of the honor of being a physician. 
The tale is  not yet told as to whether I shall have been faithful to this great honor, but  it is a responsibility which motivates me daily.  To my university and to  all who have contributed to the honor of my being a physician, I say, “Thank  you.”  
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